Guilt of sins

banzai!

somehow reminds me of "grave of the fireflies"

or so the meaning of Vinushka.It's 3 am and am still amazed of the new ripped video of Vinushka.Been waiting for a year, was hoping they'd make a full version of the 9.37 min song . Dir en grey (ディル・アン・グレイ), answered my prayers. They did a full version video of the song. I'm so happy I could cry.

I exchange thoughts with the clouds
I hold my breath
Ahh, it's just hard shell you can't see
Is that where the bottom is? The shadow burns me
Ahh, I just want to keep forgetting
Slip your desires into the ants' nest
Come now, all you have to do now is be reborn again

Let tomorrow sleep and peacefulness will turn to you
Free yourself and go with your razor sharp emotions
Even the twisted flow is the proof that you're alive
I invite the tearfully-indulging sorrow

The inculated Dogra Magra
The pain of the mark and the one and only personality
And those colorful eyes all decorated I don't want them anymore
Is hypocrisy going to come and take it all away?
The lonely red stage at night
I dedicate the following to the aspiring leading actor
That's where the truth is

The small corner of my un-cheatable heart says "I still want to be here"
Who can't we forgive?
I let them hear my cold voice
And I swear

I will live with my work I scream with this body of flesh that separates heaven and hell
I carve the sins
What will be the proof of my existence if it disappears with the wind?

I've stared at the strong shining moon long enough to be bored
Can't even turn myself into a werewolf
But just enough to become crazy by the darkness
I want to suck the neck
The emptiness of the remains
I won't let you sleep
At the age where you just want attention... tonight, I might go crazy for you

Everyone wants to reach out their hand and grab happiness
But they just end up becoming the monster that lies deep in darkness
The end has already come to life
It will take form at zero and will crawl back into the uterus and rot
Every time this happens, your faces crumble

No one wants to talk about the truth that hurts the ear
The suppressed minds

Compensate the sins and let life be gone

The emptiness of the antithesis
Becomes the choking and crying land
Bury the bones in the common land immersed in thesis
Be burdened by depression
The gritty tsunami takes me away and I smile with bitter tears
Couldn't understand the value of things
The hanging of the necks at the 13 stairs
Seeing people becoming friendly while clapping hands
That mixes in with sissy thoughts and hurts others
Seeing you like this, it's just too sad

Splash of blood
Squashing basic instincts
Talk about death

I will live with my work I scream with this body of flesh that separates heaven and hell
I carve the sins
What will be the proof of my existence if it disappears with the wind?

No one wants to talk about the truth that hurts the ear
The suppressed minds

Compensate the sins, and let life be gone
Is it a sin for me to live because I am evil?

I love Dir en grey music videos. Apart from Kodou (鼓動) this is definitely among top 5 fav video.What's there not to like, the video conveys the message perfectly. Though it's a bit raw, considering some images were just edited together with the previous version (the promotional ver).Now I know why they only released this on the DVD instead, apparently the Japanese censorship is not fond of the band (or so I read Kaoru's interview).They make beautiful artsy music video. period. I should be born a Japanese instead.

kudos Dir en grey, you do admit your ancestors were at fault. Beautiful lyrics.きれい !This is one of the many reasons why I love them.I knew it'd be awesome. すき! すき! すき!

ps: It's been 64 years since WWII, still not a good topic of a conversation.The after math is still..there.longest post ever.damn I'm a fan girl