dream

First: excuse the crappy quality.I wish my desktop is here.

Without closing my eyes, I tried chasing the fast moving stream of clouds.
It was scary. When I close my eyes, everything seems to become a lie.
The broken clouds and the gaps between them. The wind screams so they can be connected.
I don't mind a bit of a blur, I'm simply looking in front of me.

Not wavering, just pushing straight on.
If I do that, one day I can catch the clouds.

At the beginning of this unending journey,
even if there's nothing but despair,
On the other side, even if our dreams and wishes are simple,
I want to believe it exists

There's no meaning, no values. Show there's nothing like a useless dream.
Going changing and unchanging, is that our future?
There's nothing I can do but catch it with my hands.

How far can we walk to this destination?
How far have we walked until now?

It's a beautiful song from Miyavi.You don't have to look up for the translation to enjoy the song.The dreamy pv shows what the song is all about.

From pv point of view : keep this in mind, a lady in black moving gracefully is a good aesthetic element in any dreamy themed video.See Chris Cunningham's Frozen (Madonna), Jewel's Foolish Game & Floria Sigismondi's Fighter (Christina Aguilera).My only gripe would be Miyavi's wardrobe.He's being..himself.Fine, the song is about self motivation, he didn't need to be some character out of fantasy book (though it would be nice to have a nice change of clothes, Miyavi-san).The location is perfect too.I'd love to see this scenery myself.As a person who's obsessed with colors - it could be better.But I'm liking what I see so far.

random note: some friends said I haven't been myself lately.I guess it's true.There are subtle changes in myself, not obvious but noticeable.A dear friend said "do whatever you should, for yourself".Another said "you're not the Fairy I know anymore".I'm sorry, I'm still trying.Thank you for your concern..I know you're reading this :)

random rambling of the day: the day I turned 26, the day I said my goodbye to my 25 year old self.My question would be :

what would you do if your dreams stray far away from reality?would you stop chasing or pick up whatever that's left & go down the path again?

Feel free to bombard me.

かわいい/ kawaii posts

I like this scene!he looks..retarded haha!and what's up with the moustache..

mmmm...lipring

There's 3 prominent male singers on the JRock scene, well only 3 I know of, they certainly have HUGE fangirls base.Inoran doesn't count, there are males idolizing him too.Hyde, Gackt & this guy - Miyavi.JPop obviously has more, but I ...don't care.I never know about this guy's music..all I know his fangirls are among the scariest people on earth (ok I exaggerate but you get the point).I kid you not.His marriage caused major uproar all over the world wide web.Poor fella, his wife is so pretty!...I never liked his ridiculous androgynous image.I don't deny he's ridiculously good looking too - less make up, the better.

So someone on LJ suggested one of his songs to me - oh hey this guy is not bad!I might actually get one of his cds -CDJapan loves me, very much so.He's good, I kinda like his raspy voice.The way he's playing the guitar too..well he has his own style.Anyway, this song is so cute!I'm not sure what's it about..a vampire in love? The best part about the pv, a JRocker playfully dancing along Spanish (somewhat) tune - you don't see that everyday.So now I know why Miyavi's fangirls go crazy over him..that settled my curiosity.I couldn't find what's good about Hyde/Gackt though.

this & boku wa kuma definitely goes into the Ipod, cure for Monday blues : especially in-the-MRT-you-see-unshaven-armpits-to work.oh the horror...